Sit Still
1
If we sit still long enough
we start to see things.
New things of course
but also details that have always been there
unnoticed
overlooked.
Like the way the fuchsia bougainvillea
runs up the side of the house,
its new buds almost the same color
as the flowers themselves,
or the way the furry foxtails sway
in the gentle breeze,
not resisting
but flowing freeing.
2
If how we spend our days
is how we spend our lives,
then right now
my life is about looking,
resting,
seeing what is there.
Not what I want to be there,
or what I imagine to be there,
but what is actually there.
3
A lizard scurries
across the warm rocks
soaking up the late afternoon sun;
two young deer graze in the yard
enjoying the last tender sprouts of spring.
At dusk
a lone bobcat appears
traversing the dry hillside,
scanning for prey.
I watch until it’s too dark to see.